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Tonight, I feel loved
This will probably sound reall strange.
1. Counselor loved me. How can she love me this much and all she knows is the dirt of me?? It’s crazy. And she tells me she’s praying for me when she barely knows me. What is even going on?
2. Physics teacher loved me. Not really. But yes, I did not have to turn in my physics homework. So once again Jesus has saved my grade. What is even going on?
3. Mercy Project loved me. Walking to my car from work, and who do I stumble across but the coolest people ever. And they tell me they are excited that I’m going with them. I’M excited. What is even going on?
4. Friends loved me. Gosh. I know too many cool people. They definitely come in at the perfect times to encourage me, for reall. It’s is seriously just the greatest thing to sit around (especially in a hammock) and just talk about how awesome Jesus is. And talking about similar struggles and always in the end being like “Jesus is so cool.” Yeah, tha bro pretty tite. Then, talking to another friend on the phone. Them being like, “You seem in a good mood.” Understand, I haven’t been that cheerful lately. But yeah, I am definitely in a fantastic mood. I always am when talking about Jesus. That’s why I want to do it for my whole life. As my whole life. Anyways, this friend knows more about me than anyone. I don’t know why I would ever doubt her love. I definitely don’t tonight. Plus she’s the coolest person in the world. What is even going on??
5. Now it’s time to let God love me. Sounds so simple. But is it really? Not with my mind. But right now I feel it. I feel it. He definitely loves me so much. Too much. So many things coming up that are so His working it’s a slap in the face. Things are just getting crazy. What is even freakin going on?
